i just wanted to let you all know that in the morning peanut will be pts. i don't even want to think about this at all. i haven't mentioned this at all lately. but she has way too many health factors here lately. and our vet thinks it's time to let her go. damn i wished life didn't have to be this way. all i have been doing the past few days is gripping at dh cause i find this so very hard to deal with to handle. i really hope she knows how much i love her how special of a bullie she is and will always be. dh tells me i have tons of pics of her. wtf are pics gonna do ? not like i can bathe em diaper em feed em . not like i will hear her little growls.the vet will be here 1st thing in the morning part of me just wants to go to sleep 2 nite if i can and never wake back up. i wished i could take her spot. cause damn i'm 39 yrs old i have lived a long time but she hasn't. i have more than filled the mississippi river with tears lately.she will always be my lil psycho nutters.
Bullie..I'm so sorry to hear about little Peanut. I can't even begin to tell you how truly and deeply sad I am for you. I will miss seeing all of her cute little pictures as I know you will miss taking them. DH is just trying to make things easier for you, although sometimes our knuckle head husbands don't realize that, they just annoy us and it's best to say nothing at all. You've been such a great Mom to her and she found the perfect home....I'm SURE she knows exactly how much you love her!! My thoughts are with you :o( Give Peanut lots of hugs and kisses from our gang!
Shon: I am so sorry to hear about Peanut, but you can rest assured that God has a special place for her and for you. Someday you will be together again and Peanut will not have to wear diapers when you meet her next time.
You have provided Peanut with a loving family environment to live out her short life. She could not have found a better Mom in a million years. God put her in your life for a reason and now He is taking her back. I don't have the answer to why, but she did have a wonderful life because of you and your family.
My thoughts and prayers are with you, Peanut and your family at this most difficult time. Please know that I am grieving right along with you. I've was never able to meet Peanut, but from the way you described her, she was a special puppy in more ways than one.
oh bullie, im so sorry to hear about peanut. things must be really hard right now, but i'm sure she knows how much you love her. i don't know what else to say, but i'm really sorry for you. *hugs from everyone here*
I am so sorry for you. You have been a saint and taken on something many others would not. It has given you love but plenty of heartache with it. Life is not fair. Otherwise, Peanut would live a healthy and full life. Try to let up on your hubby some. I am sure he is at a loss of what to say and how to help. Will be thinking of you and Peanut tonight and tomorrow. Hang in there for the rest of your 2-legged and 4-legged family.
God bless you for opening up your heart when you knew it was eventually going to be broken. It is just so tough. And God bless you for making this tough decision.
I am so sorry, bullie. peanut is a cutie. I don't even know what to say without it sounding stupid. I would feel the same way you do, and I wish I could give you some strength to get through this. Just remember that she will no longer be in pain. Again, so sorry.....
scout she had a cherry eye the other week , got it fixed.then she got another uti, got over it let he stay out of diapers alot 2 keep down on uti's. but to no avail she keeps getting them , she devoloeped a fever ran her back 2 the vet it caused a lil bit of dammage she seemed to be getting over it cause she wasn't as clumsy as she was but have her urine checked again and she had a bladder , uti , kidney infection. she has built a immuine to antibotics so quickly. with this last bout she had she kept dirrieah i would sit here and force pedyalite down her force water down her. she was going once a day for the past 5 days to the vet also getting hydrated by iv. her bladder is just pouring out so fast. just a side affect to her sb as it did get worse. and thanks dgi ya dh's can be block heads alot of the times.
right now this may sound rude but i think god sent her to me to hurt mr. who knows. at least i have learned something about sb. i just can't stop the tears. it just hurts so bad. i just wanna cuss e1 out that comes around me that calls me right now. i even jumped my best friend on the phone today and that was my mom. omg. i have never said rude things to my mom b 4 but today she got a earfull. then i even hung up on her. she knows how much nut means to me.
I am so sorry. I know that Peanut knows how you love her and will miss her. As for DH I think he is trying to be strong for you to help you through this. I think he may be as sad and upset as you are. I(Its a man thing). Again I am so sorry .
you are the most wonderful person in this world. peanit could not have asked for a better person to have taken care of her during this time. my sympathies and prayers are with you and peanut and the rest of the family. please post her dogster link one more time so i can see the flying peanut..........
my heart goes out to you. i had to put my peke down three years ago. i had her for thirteen years. she was totally blind and had tumors that were growing. i would listen to her cry out in pain and just couldnt take it anymore.. i couldnt even be the one to take her in. my sons did and josh held her while they gave her the shot and then held her awhile after that. he came home in tears. i shouldnt have let him be the one to go through that. i just couldnt face up to losing her. and i still miss her to this day. i felt like i murdered her. but i did the only thing i could do as she was suffering so bad. we are only human and can do all we can. i know you love your baby as i still love mine. but it does get better in time. my husband was killed in an industrial accident at work 18 years ago on my birthday. i still think about him to this day . but the pain does go away and then you can remember them with smiles.
I am so sorry for what you are having to endure. I know how hard it is to lose a pet you love dearly and have fought so hard for. After I lost Pinky a friend of mine sent this poem to me and it really touched my heart. May god bless little Peanut and the ones who love her so much.
I Am Free
Don't grieve for me, for now I'm free I'm following the path God laid for me I took His lead when I heard Him call I turned back and then left it all.
I could not stay another day To love, to work, or play Events uncompleted must stay that way I'm found at peace at the close of the day. If my parting left a void Then fill it with remembered joy A friendship shared, a hug, a kiss Oh yes, these things I, too, will miss. Be not burdened with times of sorrow I wish you the sunshine of tomorrow My life's been full, I savoured much Good friends, good times, a loved one's touch. Perhaps my time seemed all too brief Don't lengthen it now with undue grief Lift up your heart and share with me God wanted me now, he set me free.
I am so sorry for your loss. All of my love is coming to you. You are one special person and peanut was such a special dog, you were both so great for the other. I will send my wishes for you and i wish you all of the luck, faith, and loe through this time of grieving.
"Just this side of heaven is a place called Rainbow Bridge.
When an animal dies that has been especially close to someone here, that pet goes to Rainbow Bridge. There are meadows and hills for all of our special friends so they can run and play together. There is plenty of food, water and sunshine, and our friends are warm and comfortable.
All the animals who had been ill and old are restored to health and vigor; those who were hurt or maimed are made whole and strong again, just as we remember them in our dreams of days and times gone by. The animals are happy and content, except for one small thing; they each miss someone very special to them, who had to be left behind.
They all run and play together, but the day comes when one suddenly stops and looks into the distance. His bright eyes are intent; His eager body quivers. Suddenly he begins to run from the group, flying over the green grass, his legs carrying him faster and faster.
You have been spotted, and when you and your special friend finally meet, you cling together in joyous reunion, never to be parted again. The happy kisses rain upon your face; your hands again caress the beloved head, and you look once more into the trusting eyes of your pet, so long gone from your life but never absent from your heart.
Then you cross Rainbow Bridge together...." --author unknown
hopefully peanut will be happy at rainbow bridge, and some day you will meet again.. prayers are coming your way
***Edited By: daisy022 on 5/2/2005 8:32:19 PM*** Reason: add
She is such a sweetie. She couldn't have asked for a better home! How many people do you know that would soak her bottom 3 times a day and change her diaper every hour or so? You're truly dedicated to your baby and she knows that, trust me!! I have never lost a pet in my life and I'm almost 20, but I know what's it's like when it's getting close. I wish you the best!