I just wanted to say. I am so Sorry for your loss. I know it hurt's alot. I'm going through the same thing now. I know in time I will be able to think of my dog and smile from all of the wonderful memories she has given me. I wish that for you to in time. Take care of you!
it doesnt get any easier mine died in march and i also lost another almost 2 yrs ago they were both thirteen i still miss them so much it will get easier but it going to take some time there is a poem called the rainbow bridge i dont know where to find it maybe someone on terrific pets might know where to find this poem also i wouild put together a scrapbook it really helped me alot my thoughts are with you