Well im not arguing about my friend dieing its causeing me more heartach than anything. Umm I posted a link if you dont believe me after that fine.

I changed my post so many times because after friday night when I found out i heard so many rumors about what had happened. I just got on here and started typing, Saturday morning When i talked to her mother the story that came from her was different that what I had heard, and they hadnt told her much yet. So i decided that it was wrong to have just started typing things since the news on what happend or the truth wasnt out yet. So with that im mind my frined still died no matter how it happend and I still wanted to put pics of her up. She died. Thats the truth. Now I am being judeged and scrutinized and every detail of my "story" is being evaluated my someone clearly not understandeing what it is like to lose some one so close to you.. You are irrational you cant think right and you just want to scream... instead i felt posting pictures was better. I wrote I know she was murdered. Because I feel she didnt take her life. i wasnt thinking calmly or rationally I was upset people freaking upset. If you dont understans that, Trauma thats fine but of all people when you get calls you should understand what I mean people arent making much since when they are paniced and confused and not sure how to get words put over hysterical crying. Now just imagine the same situation with me except typing instead of talking. But to you, im not real, just a bunch of words that are possibly mispelled that should be doubted. But i am real and my loss is real.. I didnt want sympathy, I wanted someone to talk to that wouldnt say well i heard she was hung, well i heard she was shot, well i heard and so on. That was hard.. So just talking with someone to talk back to that wasnt intrested in the nasty details to go tell their gossip.. Trauma do you possibly understand. Im not angry and you, Im not. Im just upset that you could still stand by your point of im a liar.. I have posted everything to prove im not lieing even reports. So im done other than this post the others are going to be deleted. I dont need this. I have to get ready for the funeral that is being held at my school at two. I need my time to get it together. And Trauma even though I feel your appology wasnt sincere I will accepct it, and if and when you discover that im not lieing, I wont be happy for me, but sorry for you because i would feel horrid if I ever doubted someone about at death.

Thanks to everyone for their kind words other than this arguing stuff, It was nice for me just to ramble to someone/people that isnt going to judge me. Its just so hard. And I cant believe its over for her.. Shes was only 18. So in memory of her she had 15 nautical stars tatooed on her side And our closest firneds to her are all going to get a star tatooed on us on her birthday July 10..

I love you April Marie Campbell Rest in peace "April Skank"

Whatever the circumstances, a beautiful young girl has died. That is quite tragic. As a Mom I can not imagine the pain her family must be feeling right now.

Why would you delete your other posts?