thanks for all the advice everyone, I never actually got any pills down, but the good news is, I got back on a horse again on monday, I got to ride a very calm and easy going horse that day, I still had my stitches in so it hurt to trot on my one leg, since I still had all the bruisings and the stitches. It was a good lesson, my instructor's sister came in town, and she is an amazing instructor, so I had my lesson with her, and that made things alot easier, she was helping me not to be afraid as for when I do get back on ranger again, and she was giving me tips. Some more good news is after my horse lesson on monday, I got my stitches taken out, and it didn't hurt, The doctor said my leg was healing fine, so no infections. After he took my stitches out, the gash in my leg was still open, so he put glue on the outside of the cut, and then put these tape strips over it to pull it together so it will scab over or close up. So probably about tommorow, the sticker things will falloff my leg, and the doctor gave us extras if it is still open, If you all don't know what I'm talking about, here is a picture of the sticker things on my leg
The yellow stuff is the glue( it smells weird and it is sticky)
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my stitches (5)
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