My Precious Angel, Miss Abby - 2 years ago today
To My Precious Little Girl... Miss Abby,
Well, Baby Girl, it's been 2 yrs ago today that I had to make the most difficult decision of my life... asking the vet to make a House Call to end your life. Your brain tumor got to be more than you could fight.
Two years ago today at 6:41pm I held you in my arms with tears streaming down my face as I kissed you Goodbye. The vet gave you the final shot... and I Lifted You Up to Heaven to God's waiting Arms.
My Little Girl, losing you has been the most painful wound my heart has ever had to deal with. You & I fought to regain your health as hard and as long as we could. Really, neither one of us wanted to give up. We gave it our best, our all.
You're the closest earthly being I've ever had in my life and I miss you so very much. You were Mommy's Girl...My Little Shadow...My Best Friend. It broke my heart to lose you, though one thing I do know... Abby, your spirit has never left my side. But...how I'd give anything for "One More Day" to feel your soft kisses again with your paws holding my face.
I miss you more than any words can say. One of these days I'll see you again, that one thing is helping me get thru this pain.
Also... both the poem & story that I wrote about us were a huge outlet for channeling my grief. I will be sharing them with others soon, Baby. Everyone will be able to know of our love and awesome devotion. I promised you that I'd tell the world about our powerful Bond, and that's a promise I will keep. With the copyright back now, it'll be soon Baby. Those 2 writings truly have been a labor of love, really it's the only way I got thru the first several months after you died. Thank you Baby, that I have so many good memories to counter the pain of your loss.
Sept 8, 2009 was such a sad day. I love you, I miss you, I'll hold you again one day. What a glorious reunion that will be.
With Love & Tears,
Your Precious Mommy