my wompie
it's been 18mths now, since she was put down, and God, I miss her.
my wife and I seperated, Wompie became depressed and started being destructive. She ended up living outside ( at 12yrs!!). She started barking, which annoyed the neighbours. Wife said have her, or she's put to sleep. I didn't have anywhere to keep her, so agreed to her death (for that's what it was).
I am so full of self loathing and remorse, still.
I'm crying writing this. I betrayed her after so long together and I hate myself.
If I could have taken her place I would. I want another dog, but feel I'm betraying her memory.
Ian
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