my soul mate jesjes (jessie)
on tuesday 9th of january by my side my darling soul mate went home she would be 15 in april, my whole life has lost fun, i cry day and night i can not stop crying, i want too be with her as we would be together again and we will be healthy my jesjes got sick on monday 8 and our vet called in 3minuiets before i called her jesjes was laying on the bed with me( i have ms plus damaged spine,this is the reason we were in the bed),at 11am she turned her head too me and she let this cry scream out, she had a stroke, i believe it is not common for dogs too have a stroke, we put her on medication and i could see she was fading she was so quiet and then let acry out again, i brought her bed beside my lounge and lay down and rubbed her head and asked god too make it quick as i do not want her too suffer more i lay by her side and i droped off asleep and woke up at 7.30am i know she past away at 6am as that was the last time i looked at the clock, our vet said jesjes waited for me to sleep so she could go without me seeing her go..my life will never be the same without her i have ms and we were together 24/7 with a few hours so i did visit my dr and i shopped and she would come with me in the car under car ports, windows open and a tray made for her too have a drink of water, she would never be left in the car for long 15minuiets at the most... my heart is broken if my heart beat was say 60 it is now 30 since she went home, i am praying she is at peace, i am looking forward to go back home for we both can br together again then i will have no more pain and suffering jesjes and i will hop from clouds to clouds. i love you my darlin baby and we will be together soon,i can not wait for my time too return home soon i hope natural ..i miss you i love you i am not at peace until i know you are... her name is jessie but i gave her the pet name of jesjes....i love you my darling mammy xxxx
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